у меня появился телеграм и там пока сканы моего скетчбука 

I'm really struggling with my studies at uni, I can't do anything right. I didn't even want to go further in my studies, my parents made me do it ( 

It seems that being an animation director is not really my thing, I'm losing the pleasure of everything I loved. Hopefully I'll finish all the projects I want to realise and go to work as a cashier in a shop.

I draw now not with the idea of "it feels so good to draw" but for the sake of the joke in my head. I have set myself another marathon for every day, I need to restore the skill and increase the speed of drawing  

I'll try to force myself to draw skinny sketches every day, I can't take orders because I'm severely degraded. Only violence can get me out of this hole. It's the only method that works

I haven't drawn for so long that I've forgotten how to do it. I also lost my job, now it's going to be very hard to rehabilitate after everything. I've been resting for too long, it's embarrassing(